Farewell for now...
As I mentioned last month, I'm taking a prolonged break from blogging. I figure an explanation of some sort is due, so here it goes.
I started this on a whim almost three years ago. It's been a very instructive experience. I've learned a lot, had some great discussions, and met some interesting people.
Over the course of those three years, the time I've had available to blog has steadily decreased. I find myself with lots of ideas but often lacking either the time or motivation to turn them into entries. Though perhaps nobody cares but me, this makes me feel as though this blog is not achieving its full potential. My opinion is that if it's not going to be excellent, then I shouldn't waste my time or the reader's time. I'd prefer to have no blog than a mediocre one - and for the foreseeable future, all this blog is capable of being is mediocre at best.
That's my main reason for stopping. Another is that I would like to produce writing that is less frequent, more in-depth and thoughtful, and published in more widely-read sources. Though I try to discuss myself as little as possible here, the notion of having a blog has felt increasingly noxious to me. I loathe the idea of projecting an inflated image of self-import or of a tantrum-esque narcissism. Far too often, I feel blogs have an unnecessarily deleterious and antagonistic effect on social and political discourse. Which is a major reason as to why I rarely read blogs. Certainly blogs are not without their positive aspects, but overall I feel generally pessimistic about them.
For me, I also feel that I've allowed blogging to take the place of more legitimate and effective organizing and relationship-building. I need to be spending less time on the internet and more time working face to face with the people in the communities I find myself in. Online activism has the benefits of being quick, easy, and often anonymous, but it can never replace (though it can complement) non-virtual, "traditional" organizing.
Finally, I have several tasks and obstacles in my personal life which I need to engage with. I'm not going to go into detail, but needless to say they require a lot of time and are physically and emotionally draining.
So that's that for the time being. I don't imagine that I'm gone forever, but likely for at least the next year. I am interested in having some sort of online presence, I'm just not sure what that should look like at the moment. I plan to keep this blog up. Much appreciation to those that have read, commented, and emailed. I am humbled by your consideration.
Until next time...









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